A Phantom Reality
I enrolled in the choir class all 3 years I was there.
It was quite a jolt for me surrounded by all those other voices, male and
female, sight reading for voice for the first time in my life in yet another
alien clef (this time, bass), singing from a repertoire that spanned
everything from light Christmas carols to centuries old Gregorian chants.
Mr. Carey, our instructor, was one of a kind. I can see him now as he moved
with wild hand and face gestures, conducting us during rehearsals and performances
— thin, wiry, and explosive, beaming a wide, manic grin under a deceptively
conservative flat top haircut. Away from the baton, he was soft-spoken and
thoughtful; conducting us, he was a madman on a mission.
Several times Mr. Carey tried to recruit me into the
Madrigals, a tight group of paired boys and girls singing a capella as a
group for school sponsored concerts and tours; and each time I turned him
down because I disdained the required haircut and cardinal blazer. He respected
my decision, but I knew he was disappointed. He told me once I had a “nice”
natural singing voice, and he said this would cause me problems later on
if I ever